Hello peeps
Still in the middle of the week right? But still I think I got the gloomy week already. Wanna know why? Why? Well a lot comes in my mind. It's not a small thing. It's a huge thing that I think that turn m life upside down.
For 2 days, I've some sore eyes. Not because I was sick but it is because the things that I think too much. As you have read before, the paranoid thing... For some people might think it was a simple problem but for me it was huge thing that I think about and it makes me feel so cautious.
For whole 2 days my mind keep thinking and thinking and thinking... A lot runs in my mind. It's was burden for me. Even I keep continuing my life without others knows that my mind is tangled with a lot of things. At night, when I'm alone in my room, I need to cry so I watched some sad movie to eager my tears to fall without fell wrong. And it is how my eyes been swollen for 2 days.
Well, its not like I wanna to feel down but I know that I need to express my mind at something, somebody.. So,,, I choose you (for those read my blog) and some people who closed to me. The things that play in mind are dangerous thing. Some people may ask me why didn't I ask for Almighty help for relax. Still guys, I know that I'm Muslim but I don't have to show people out there I read the Quran or Pray to Him by update it on my social media. #idoreadquranandpray
I hope by writing this to my blog will help me feel a little okay but I know it will not be too okay like I go for Him and present myself to Him. Well guys, that's all. Thanks for reading. Till we'll meet again.
